在体制内最深刻的教训就是不要寄希望于任何人，幻想只会蒙蔽你的眼睛、消磨你的斗志、沉沦你的精神，只有自己的努力才是你自己的希望。别人只会做锦上添花，而不会做雪中送炭，甚至当你落魄的时候还会落井下石。

走了这么多路，原来真正能一直陪伴你走下的只有自己的「孤独」（这是个中性词），最终还是和自己的内心和解了，这是你不得不和自己妥协。

人的感情是最容易被忽视和摧残的，它看起来如此脆弱，但它反噬却是如此强烈，让你明白什么是最深入骨髓，最能让人通车心扉的。其实这才才算理解了「以人为本」的真正内核。

美国著名投资家芒格（Charles Munger）是巴菲特的合伙人，以投资思想丰富而著称。

我想分享他的一段话，普通人应该怎么找到自己的竞争力。

Every action you take is a vote for the type of person you wish to become

The title of this blog is a quote from James Clear’s Atomic Habits book. The tl;dr of this book is a set of strategies to get 1% “better” each day.

If that’s the case (and I certainly agree), here are some of the recent votes I cast and why.

• Completed a higher ed management curriculum in strategy and innovation. I cast this vote so that I could learn new models for expressing existing or new ideas in a way that more effectively conveys the substance to stakeholders. I also met a ton of wildly successful business leaders and faculty that I otherwise would not have had access to.
• Worked with our engineering and management teams to re-plan a major project so that we can incorporate additional engineering resources and adjust to more aggressive timelines. I cast this vote because our existing plan would not meet business objectives and that’s not my style.
• Proposed structural changes for Red Hat engineering as a whole to set ourselves up for a more sustainable future (firm believer that structure dictates behavior). I cast this vote because our strategic goals were drifting out of alignment with incentives and goals for the IC levels.
• Met with Emerging Tech group to identify ways for them to support our managed services growth and technical strategy. I cast this vote because while our CTO office incubates fantastic new and innovative technologies, we have to leverage those skills in different ways in the future.
• Worked with an internal team on strategy documents to draft a position paper on “Open Services”. I cast this vote because I believe firmly in Red Hat’s business model and want to see its core ethos carried forward into the managed services world.
• Kept up my mentoring schedule. I cast this vote because I want to remember how my mentors affected me and pay it forward. Oliver Parker, here’s to you sir.
• Worked with a small group of folks to create a coloring book on Site Reliability Engineering called Reliability Nightmares. Red Hat has over the years delivered a number of coloring books for topics we care about. I cast this vote because “culture eats strategy for breakfast” and I felt this would be a fun tool in fostering a movement.

I’m still digesting the rest of this book, but wanted to get some basic thoughts about this particular quote written down.

咏怀古迹五首·其一

杜甫〔唐代〕

支离东北风尘际，漂泊西南天地间。

三峡楼台淹日月，五溪衣服共云山。

羯胡事主终无赖，词客哀时且未还。

庾信平生最萧瑟，暮年诗赋动江关。

https://so.gushiwen.cn/shiwenv_d87229be0d7a.aspx

自己并不是数学专科的，只能留下一些碎片化的线索：

素数与四维空间

欧拉 巴塞尔问题

黎曼zeta函数

黎曼猜想

广义相对论

闵可夫斯基空间

诺兰

《星际穿越》

《盗梦空间》

《信条》

人类文明的核心就是人，围绕人性不断产生一个个游戏，将人们连接在一起，但是天下没有不散的宴席。

送柴侍御

王昌龄〔唐代〕

沅水通波接武冈，送君不觉有离伤。(沅水 一作：流水)

青山一道同云雨，明月何曾是两乡。

https://so.gushiwen.cn/shiwenv_8ca2131b3450.aspx

为袁绍檄豫州

陈琳〔两汉〕

　　左将军领豫州刺史郡国相守：盖闻明主图危以制变，忠臣虑难以立权。是以有非常之人，然后有非常之事，有非常之事，然后立非常之功。夫非常者，故非常人所拟也。曩者强秦弱主，赵高执柄，专制朝权，威福由己，时人迫胁，莫敢正言，终有望夷之败，祖宗焚灭，污辱至今，永为世鉴。及臻吕后季年，产、禄专政，内兼二军，外统梁、赵，擅断万机，决事省禁，下凌上替，海内寒心。于是绛侯、朱虚兴兵奋怒，诛夷逆暴，尊立太宗，故能王道兴隆，光明显融，此则大臣立权之明表也。

忆旧游寄谯郡元参军

李白〔唐代〕

忆昔洛阳董糟丘，为余天津桥南造酒楼。

黄金白璧买歌笑，一醉累月轻王侯。

海内贤豪青云客，就中与君心莫逆。

回山转海不作难，倾情倒意无所惜。

我向淮南攀桂枝，君留洛北愁梦思。